Persist.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

im.tired.like.crazy.
AND.ITS.THE.HOLIDAYS.

Im begging for o levels to come soon.

im.tired.like.crazy.
AND.I.STILL.HAVE.LOTS.OF.THINGS.NOT.DONE.

history.ss.physics.chem.geog.maths.amaths.
NOTHING.IS.FINISHED.

AND.I.HAVE.TO.STOP.USING.THE.COMPUTER.IF.I.WANNA.DO.WELL.

SO...

HIATUS.
till end of o levels.

- 11:46 PM -

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Open Arms - Journey.

Lying beside you
here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted a part
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
wanting you near
How much I want you home
But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Gosh. I love this song.
and I love Heaven by Big Bang.
BUT. its in korean. and im not gonna post korean worms here.
Back to maths.
1 more week to prelim

- 11:11 PM -

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Im officially exhausted.
Yesterday was a total hell.
Try having Maths from 830-530.
And im just home from mdm ee's house (again)
Thats what you get when you fuck around your studies.
You get crappy shitty tiring days of hell.

vj dsa was TOTALLY wrong.
jiasheng was like the one to interview me.
and i was joking around continuously.

ok. moving along.
its lest than 2 more weeks to prelim
and nothing much is done.
butt better than before.
hahaha.

- 9:49 PM -

Friday, June 5, 2009

Wasted another day.
WHY CANT THE SKY FALL SO WE DONT BLOODY HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE?
WHY CANT A TSUNAMI HIT SINGAPORE SO THAT I DONT HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE?
WHY CANT WE HAVE SOMETHING LIKE A BISHAN EARTHQUAKE SO THAT I DONT HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE?

WHY MUST THERE FUCKING BE ALKANES AND ALKENES?
WHY MUST F=MA?
WHY MUST FORESTS BE DIVIDED INTO SO MANY DIFFERENT TYPES?
WHY THE FUCK DID THOSE ASSHOLES CREATED VENICE?
WHY WHEN ALI HAVE FUCKING RED BALLS, WE HAVE TO FIND HOW MANY GREEN BALLS HE HAVE?
WHY MUST HITLER FUCK THE WORLD?
WHY MUST WE STUDY FOOD WHEN ITS FOR EATING?
WHY MUST WE LEARN ABOUT GOVERNANCE WHEN I FUCKING DONT INTEND TO BE THE PRESIDENT?

WHY DONT I KNOW ANYTHING?
*Because i FUCKING never study.):

- 11:02 PM -

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Why don't we all just sit here.
Sit here and stare.
Stare at one another.
AND FCUKING ROT AND DIE.

im tired.
and its the holidays.
the irony of life.

2more weeks or so to prelims.
i've not been studying.

p.s I heart Raining and Ok

- 11:22 PM -

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Just finished the Money essay(:
i feeling a sense of sastisfaction now.
cant wait for jc.
NO MORE SCIENCE.
decided to study chem just now.
studied 1 subtopic and i went to SS.
and i nvr came back.
I just dunno why everytime i see science i just get tired.

I flunked calculus test. AS IN DAMM BADLY. im now in maths focus group):
im damm dumb.
I SWEAR.
i cancelled all the correct working.
what on earth was i thinking?

hcjc dsa.
she went like
' You have a good voice, but your points ( L1R5)..........'
and all i could do was smile....
haha

English oral.
im like 75% sure im a 32/33 upon 40.
i was rather wow-ed at how deep i went in discussion.
and joanne yeo's face was like 'WOW'
but dunno if its a ' WOW he's good'
or 'WOW he's like the lousiest i've seen in my whole life'

- 11:58 PM -

Money

In the recent months, countries are struggling to curb with the economic crisis that had hit the globe. Dubbed by many as the Second Great Depression, the latest economic crisis which have caused a great amount of problems even for European Superpowers and the United States of America have already impacted heavily on our everyday lives. Prices of daily necessities have steadily increased, with no signs of any halt as people are now starting to be more conscious of their finances. Nobody wants to hit rock bottom at times like this. At times where money is seem to be more valuable than before.

However, the value of money does not necessarily increase during a crisis. Back at World War One, when the Big Four agreed on the Treaty of Versailles, they placed a reparation amounting to 6600 million pounds on Germany. The aim was to cripple Germany, so that she would never be able to rise and attack again. However, the repercussions that hit Germany were much more severe than a mere ‘Never Able to Rise Again’. Germans subsequently refused to work leading to the shortage of goods. Prices of goods rocketed and the Weimar Government printed more money and gave it out to the people hoping that it would prevent the escalation of their economic crisis. With so much money circulating and so little goods, the German Mark lost its value and Germany entered a hyper-inflation. Hence, this example proves that there are times where having an abundance of money might lead to even more severe problems. The Germans had the money but their money had no value.

Money and wealth is probably the reason for the Rich-Poor disparity. Dating way back, the rich-poor disparity has been an ever existent problem in the society. Many people believe that this cannot be helped. One either work extremely hard and get rewarded or laze around and slide into poverty. These are the democratic government countries. In such countries such as the USA or Great Britain the difference between the rich and the poor are almost worlds apart. The rich would be living in a bed of roses while the poor would be sleeping with the rats in the alley. However another group of people - a minor group - believe that everyone should be equal, and there should never be an inequality in wealth and status. These are the communist government countries. When Lenin and subsequently Stalin followed the idea of Marxism, they believed that every company should be nationalized and that everyone should earn the same salary where the amount of hard work put in is not a factor. This ultimately led to unhappiness among the people and the reluctance to work. Therefore, money has certainly brought problems in terms of the rich and poor. While ‘Work for reward, reward for work’ sees a group of destitute people, ‘Equality’ brings about dissatisfaction.

However money can bring joy to people. All around the world, there are many non-profit organizations where the members genuinely wish to help and assist the needy. These organizations receive donations made out of good will and a heart that sincerely wishes to help. When the money is put in to proper usage, and the recipients benefit from these donations, every cent makes a difference. Surely, there are bound to be some organizations that have ill intent, groups that embezzle the donations. However, when we look at how some organizations such as the Red Cross go to great lengths to help the less fortunate, we would then realize that the money did not create a problem. And if we have more of this kind of money, more people would benefit from it.

Money has most certainly given mankind many disastrous problems. Hyper-inflation, recession, rich-poor disparity are just few of the many to name. But if we look at money optimistically, we see that when used appropriately, money would not become a problem but a solution. Fire is a good servant but bad master. Money is to a certain extent, similar in this case. Used wisely and it’s a solution, used with greed and hunger and problems after problems would begin to surface.

- 11:57 PM -